Alexithymia (ah-lek-sah-THI-mee-ah) —
inability to describe emotions in a verbal manner
from the Ancient Greek words λέξις and θύμος —literally "without words for emotions"
So this is actually a psychological condition, but I feel that it definitely applies to my life right now. I'm home! Back from college! I love BYU, but I have missed home so much!